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carla's avatar

I was also that 12 year old yearning every summer could last just a bit longer before it was gone forever.

Great read. I’ll add that: for me, cultivating feelings of gratitude for all I get to experience has allowed me to feel more present at every moment.

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Evan Hu's avatar

Aw thanks carla, yeah gratitude pairs nicely with appreciating the present moment

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Abishek Murthy's avatar

Agree that gratitude seems to have a effect of grounding you in the present. For me, trying to be more aware of physical sensations in my body has helped.

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Abishek Murthy's avatar

I've often thought I just need more novelty or tighter structure to feel time again. But yeah, that ‘routine of perception’ bit hit me. It’s wild how easy it is to fall into that. I like the idea that maybe it’s not about avoiding routine, just being more awake inside it. Great piece.

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Evan Hu's avatar

Thanks Abi, feeling time is like feeling water rush by you in a river, if you’re just floating with the current you’ll hardly notice you’re moving, if you stand rooted then you’ll feel the water flow past you, being intentional with time feels like the latter

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